Not much time to write lately.
The house is still plodding along, and it is still draining
my resources. A friend is already lined
up to rent my apartment when I finally move into the house. This friend just
asked if he could stay in the front room and pay rent until I move out. YES!
So now I have a roommate for the next month, in a tiny one
bedroom apartment. I barely used the front room anyway. Luckily he has been
travelling and doesn’t have any large furniture, so I can keep my stuff in the
room.
Quite the change in living situation, and it will be good
practice for the house.
+++++++++++++++++++
Had some acupuncture yesterday. I try to get two sessions in
a month. I had asked to be poked for some normal physical ills…. mouse wrist, sinus
clearing, stiff neck, etc…. and then I asked for some non-physical stuff to be
poked at… like acceptance of other people.
As I laid there with needles poking at me all over, I was
overcome with the difficulty I have in accepting myself. Accepting self-worth.
Accepting friendship. Accepting a New Life.
Being able to Receive joy and pleasure without guilt.
+++++++++++++++++++
I big step today with WWW.
A few weeks ago I asked her if she would be willing to take a full STD
test. She said yes. Today we both go to Planned Parenthood and get the full
meal deal.
Our relationship has turned into a “Thing” although we both
are not quite sure what that thing is. We
seem to be able to spend quite a bit of time together, and really enjoy it. We
have scheduled many events with our respective crowds, and it seems to be an
easy flow.
Sonny & Cher variety show clip- Isley Brothers- it's your thing do what you want to do
No comments:
Post a Comment