I’m frustrated and torn asunder from my feelings towards
WWW.
I have a trust issue I need to work out within myself…or is
it a possession issue?
I went out to karaoke with some friends last night, and WWW
was invited, and she asked if she could bring her “friend” along. It’s this
supposedly plutonic friendship she has that she admittedly wants more from.
When we first started dating, she flat out told me she wants a physical
relationship with this guy, but he doesn’t want one with her. It’s exactly that
type of conversation that makes me distant from her. She seems to relish joy in
blunt shock value words. The funny part? My friends that we met for karaoke do
not know about WWW and I dating…. My friend said “it was nice to meet WWW and
her boyfriend” HA!
I keep thinking WWW will tire of me soon and move on. If I
had to guess, most of her physical relationships only last 2-6 months, with a
couple of long-term 1-2 years stints thrown in. By the way she talks, that
seems to be her standard routine with guys. I wonder though…. If I will be the
first to bail on this ‘relationship’. I
mean… come on, I said NO to this thing every week for the first 4 weeks or so…..
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The roommate situation is working out well. Mellow guy who
isn’t home much, and when he is, he plays some sweet music on his multitude of
instruments.
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The house is still slow. I don’t think I will be in by the
end of the month.
Dion and the Belmonts- Runaround Sue
It's posts like this one that remind me why I so rarely venture onto the dating scene. It may never be easy to walk away from a relationship, but it seems this is not an easy relationship to stay in. Good luck, we're pulling for you.
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