I don’t really want to start skipping days posting to this blog. I suppose I will eventually, but I want to keep daily workday posting up as long as possible. I think I posted last Sunday, so maybe I can skip one?
We are all searching for fulfillment. It’s a human condition struggle. Some people are just more aware of non-fulfillment than others.
I find it interesting that my writing has been so negative, and angst-ridden. In face-to-face contact I am usually described as cheerful and upbeat, usually wearing a smile. The smile hides the pain, I guess.
I have a second date tomorrow night. The woman is very nice, educated, pretty and very pleasant. Maybe the second date will show more of her fun, talkative, and spontaneous side. I’m not a high-speed talker, and I felt I was having difficulty encouraging her to engage with the conversation on the first date.
Rambling, non-focused, scattered, lost. These are my thoughts today. I need some type of release
Aleem Release Yourself